Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side
Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
last night, a breakdown saved my life
After a week without cca, we finally had drama practice yesterday. It was refreshing and absolutely fun. The teachers organized for all the PU1s a basic drama workshop. And predictably, many didn't turn up but nevertheless the smaller the better. More space for us in the drama studio :) We had this guy as our instructor. I forgot his name because its hard to pronounce and he's from india. He thought us some stuff like breathing techniques and a sort of dancing-exercise-yoga thingy?
Haha it was such an experience for me. We did things that we have never done before. It felt good to express myself physically by using our bodies. The funniest part was when each of us had to be a prey or a predator. We were like animals prancing around the studio. Haha. And it was really tiring but a good exercise :D My favourite part is when we sat around in a circle and started jamming by using our hands to beat the floor or clap or just using our voices to make sounds. It sounded horrible at first. Haha the instructor is really talented and so inspiring :D Oohh and did I tell you he can do handstands and flex his limbs? Hahaha. Such a flexible man.
Ended the workshop at around 5plus. Joined the others to do the jai-ho dance for awhile. Haha then rushed off home to change. Met Lisa and we rushed off to Republic Poly to catch the last band performance which was of course my fav local band of all time, A Vacant Affair.
So it was the usual. My head is now aching from all the headbanging and my arms too. The mosh pit was scary - the Wall of Death as they call it.
Didn't dare to go near it. Haha
I've known this band since late 2007 and their music means alot to me. Their live performances are always awesome. Such passion and emotion are given out on stage. Love their music. Love the band. Love their performances.
I wish you guys all the best for your upcoming tour.
When they performed Reasons To Leave last night, I started breaking down. That song means alot to me. And the strong emotion that was being potrayed by the vocalist, made me cry even harder. It's a short song. 4minutes. But it is able to affect people like me deeply. This is why I love their music. I can relate to their songs.
Through this band,their gigs and such I've met a few people. Made alot of new friends. Fell in love, fell out of love. We all had one thing in common which was we were nuts about their music. However, some of the relationships died but my love for the band stays on. I love going to their gigs. The atmosphere there, the feeling is just so wonderful. Can you see how powerful communication is through the love of music? And how meaningful they can be?
Through all the hardships and shit i've been through, I know that I'm never alone.
Thank you AVA. You have saved my life.
And thank you to someone whom I onced loved. Thank you for sharing your love of music with me. Without you, I wouldn't have known that such talent existed.
We have our reasons to leave.
This place is not a home
But the roads have led me here
Isn’t all of this
Inevitable?
So this is what they call
The moment before you fall
The part you fall so deep
Into slumber
If this should be my last
Then have I tried my best?
Or is this just a sorry excuse
To be away from all the hurt
That has been eating me inside
That I have failed to grow
And knowing that you’ve died
Just for me to fail
I have ran so far away
But away from what
From what I have built
From what I have failed to keep
The heart I’ve lost
Was never mine to begin with
Mine has yet to be found
To be on my feet
It’s what i can’t do
Mark the words I’ve said
I will be on my feet
And learn to love again
And feel the warmth I’ve been waiting for so long
"When shall we three meet again, in thunder, lightning or in rain?"
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
last night, a breakdown saved my life
After a week without cca, we finally had drama practice yesterday. It was refreshing and absolutely fun. The teachers organized for all the PU1s a basic drama workshop. And predictably, many didn't turn up but nevertheless the smaller the better. More space for us in the drama studio :) We had this guy as our instructor. I forgot his name because its hard to pronounce and he's from india. He thought us some stuff like breathing techniques and a sort of dancing-exercise-yoga thingy?
Haha it was such an experience for me. We did things that we have never done before. It felt good to express myself physically by using our bodies. The funniest part was when each of us had to be a prey or a predator. We were like animals prancing around the studio. Haha. And it was really tiring but a good exercise :D My favourite part is when we sat around in a circle and started jamming by using our hands to beat the floor or clap or just using our voices to make sounds. It sounded horrible at first. Haha the instructor is really talented and so inspiring :D Oohh and did I tell you he can do handstands and flex his limbs? Hahaha. Such a flexible man.
Ended the workshop at around 5plus. Joined the others to do the jai-ho dance for awhile. Haha then rushed off home to change. Met Lisa and we rushed off to Republic Poly to catch the last band performance which was of course my fav local band of all time, A Vacant Affair.
So it was the usual. My head is now aching from all the headbanging and my arms too. The mosh pit was scary - the Wall of Death as they call it.
Didn't dare to go near it. Haha
I've known this band since late 2007 and their music means alot to me. Their live performances are always awesome. Such passion and emotion are given out on stage. Love their music. Love the band. Love their performances.
I wish you guys all the best for your upcoming tour.
When they performed Reasons To Leave last night, I started breaking down. That song means alot to me. And the strong emotion that was being potrayed by the vocalist, made me cry even harder. It's a short song. 4minutes. But it is able to affect people like me deeply. This is why I love their music. I can relate to their songs.
Through this band,their gigs and such I've met a few people. Made alot of new friends. Fell in love, fell out of love. We all had one thing in common which was we were nuts about their music. However, some of the relationships died but my love for the band stays on. I love going to their gigs. The atmosphere there, the feeling is just so wonderful. Can you see how powerful communication is through the love of music? And how meaningful they can be?
Through all the hardships and shit i've been through, I know that I'm never alone.
Thank you AVA. You have saved my life.
And thank you to someone whom I onced loved. Thank you for sharing your love of music with me. Without you, I wouldn't have known that such talent existed.
We have our reasons to leave.
This place is not a home
But the roads have led me here
Isn’t all of this
Inevitable?
So this is what they call
The moment before you fall
The part you fall so deep
Into slumber
If this should be my last
Then have I tried my best?
Or is this just a sorry excuse
To be away from all the hurt
That has been eating me inside
That I have failed to grow
And knowing that you’ve died
Just for me to fail
I have ran so far away
But away from what
From what I have built
From what I have failed to keep
The heart I’ve lost
Was never mine to begin with
Mine has yet to be found
To be on my feet
It’s what i can’t do
Mark the words I’ve said
I will be on my feet
And learn to love again
And feel the warmth I’ve been waiting for so long
"When shall we three meet again, in thunder, lightning or in rain?"
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Adawiyah Roslee
7teen
29 October 1992
I am a person who is passionate,a person who is determined.
I love to read,
I love and appreciate music.
I love to love.
Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
I love to look at the sky, be it day or night.
The stars amazes me somehow...
I believe that true love exists.
and I don't care what others say
I may be young and naive but that doesn't mean i'm clueless about love
because you don't have to be old and grey to be wise.
I'd love to live in a small cottage house by a creek,in a small little town.
I love biology because the more I learn, the more i appreciate god's creation.
Science can be amazing but sometimes, not everything can be proven "scientifically"
because I know that there is so much more to this.
Miracles do happen
dream yourself a dream come true
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