Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side
Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
my head is in a cloud of rain
Dear diary,
Why do people lie? Why can't they just be frank and direct? Yes I know the truth hurts most of the time but why can't you just say it to justify and clear away the doubts?
Why is it that things are supposedly easy but people just tend to make it more complicated?
Why is it that people prefer ignorance to consequence?
Why choose vengeance over forgiveness?
why why why why why why why why?
Maybe I should stop caring. Maybe I should be ignorant too. Maybe I should stop dwelling over things. Maybe I shouldn't think too much.
Maybe.
You told me once that you'll be there for me. Told me that you'll always be my guardian angel.
Why can't you just accept the fact that I wasn't ready? Why can't you just readily accept rejection? Didn't I tell you that I loved you too?
And I was to be blamed. Point the finger at me again.
I don't deserve this from you. Why can't we just forgive and forget and just be friends again?
But no, you had to take it the hard way. Treat it as if we're strangers. Like as if nothing has ever happened between us. I'm sorry I was being stupid. What do you expect? I'm way too childish as compared to you. But that doesn't mean you have to give me the cold shoulder.
Gawd, i'm just sick of this. All this cold treatment crap from people. If you hate something about that person, just say it! Say it to their face and not just run away and pretend as if nothing has happened.
You promised me light, but everything seems so bleak now.
Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt.
And it feels like i'm alive.
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
my head is in a cloud of rain
Dear diary,
Why do people lie? Why can't they just be frank and direct? Yes I know the truth hurts most of the time but why can't you just say it to justify and clear away the doubts?
Why is it that things are supposedly easy but people just tend to make it more complicated?
Why is it that people prefer ignorance to consequence?
Why choose vengeance over forgiveness?
why why why why why why why why?
Maybe I should stop caring. Maybe I should be ignorant too. Maybe I should stop dwelling over things. Maybe I shouldn't think too much.
Maybe.
You told me once that you'll be there for me. Told me that you'll always be my guardian angel.
Why can't you just accept the fact that I wasn't ready? Why can't you just readily accept rejection? Didn't I tell you that I loved you too?
And I was to be blamed. Point the finger at me again.
I don't deserve this from you. Why can't we just forgive and forget and just be friends again?
But no, you had to take it the hard way. Treat it as if we're strangers. Like as if nothing has ever happened between us. I'm sorry I was being stupid. What do you expect? I'm way too childish as compared to you. But that doesn't mean you have to give me the cold shoulder.
Gawd, i'm just sick of this. All this cold treatment crap from people. If you hate something about that person, just say it! Say it to their face and not just run away and pretend as if nothing has happened.
You promised me light, but everything seems so bleak now.
Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt.
And it feels like i'm alive.
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profile.
Adawiyah Roslee
7teen
29 October 1992
I am a person who is passionate,a person who is determined.
I love to read,
I love and appreciate music.
I love to love.
Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
I love to look at the sky, be it day or night.
The stars amazes me somehow...
I believe that true love exists.
and I don't care what others say
I may be young and naive but that doesn't mean i'm clueless about love
because you don't have to be old and grey to be wise.
I'd love to live in a small cottage house by a creek,in a small little town.
I love biology because the more I learn, the more i appreciate god's creation.
Science can be amazing but sometimes, not everything can be proven "scientifically"
because I know that there is so much more to this.
Miracles do happen
dream yourself a dream come true
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