Out of her head, she sang


everlong

Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side

Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories

songs about you



Thursday, August 27, 2009
you're in ruins

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.


You don't know what i've been through so please, just shut up

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

I've lost my faith in you.


Sunday, August 2, 2009
you decide

Being a teenager sucks. Insecurities, peer-pressure and whatever it may be.
Seriously, I'm kind of pissed right now. Due to some reasons. So, please mind my language. :)
Frankly, I don't give a shit if I don't have anyone by my side. I don't give a crap if i'm single.
WHO FREAKING CARES? Having a BOYFRIEND doesn't make you any better you know. It doesn't solve your freaking insecurities problems, it doesn't solve any of your problems, it doesn't make you look prettier or more handsome. It doesn't make you any popular. IT DOESN'T PROVE ANYTHING. IT DOESNT MAKE YOU LOOK LESS UGLIER THAN YOU ALREADY ARE.
So why the fuck should I care? I don't care if you want all the guys/girls in the world to like you. I don't care if no one likes me. I don't care if i'm being called a loner or someone who is "tak laku" just because I don't have any boyfriend or whatnot. All I care now is to just get my A levels done and over with and prove to all those knnccb assholes that not only JC students can ace their A levels and get into Uni.

MARK MY WORDS.

And btw, life is not only about socializing and meeting new people and hook up and shit. I believe people who actually do this have no life and they're just desperate and they think that by hooking up, they will feel less insecure. HAH. WRONG, BODOH!
Erm excuse me, I had a boyfriend lastime and it made no difference?! IN FACT, I FELT MORE INSECURE. rawr!!!
Anyway my point is, life's about having a purpose, having priorities, dreams and goals.
So to all those people who just think that life is just about having FUN, go and die please.

And think about this: by having lots of friends, do you think they can really help you out in the end? Hmm let me think.
Erm NO? Because in the end, you die alone. You suffer alone. And when you're suffering, no one would care. Heed my words. You're only wanted when you're wealthy and well. But when you're all poor and weak, who'd want to come near you? Nobody would want you. In this cruel world, it's only rational.

Sooooo, if you want to have "fun" now and become some broke loser shitface in the future, GO ON! :D We'll see who's laughing at the end of the day!

And fuck you, i'm not your last option.