Out of her head, she sang


everlong

Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side

Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories

songs about you



Saturday, September 5, 2009
the cruelty of lust and the fragility of love

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do


I can never let them go.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
i caught myself

I just realised that i've wasted my weekend (yet,again) and i have yet to complete that pile of homework *points to the corner of the room*
And just when i thought i could get my hands on my lit texts, i realised that i have other priorities such as math,geography,malay,math,geography, IRP and geography.
Hahaha. I will forever have math and geography piling up. Don't get me wrong, i love doing maths (when you're able to solve that is) I always hand up my assignments on time, right Mr Saw? :D But oh not this time. I have two assignments that were due last thursday and i haven't hand it up. :( Been busy with teacher's day rehearsal so yeah. I'm so sorry(apologizing to herself)

Oh yeah, teacher's celebration went well i guess. Just that yusri's amp was not working at first and he was so pissed. :( dude, learn to chill okay? :) Anyway, it was all good. Hope the teachers like our performance :) Was soooo tired yesterday so by the time i came back home i slept all the way till 1am the next day. hahaha yes i'm a pig but excuse me, i was sick. So yeah here i am!
I finally have the mood to study today! Haha. I reallyreally want to read Tess and Wuthering Heights badlyyyy :( BUT I CAN'T because i have my other homework(s). Argghhh. Must finish everything by today!!!!!!(so i can get my hands on lit!) I love studying lit. Don't care if i fail. It's not easy to score at A levels, mind you. But i've been passing so i'm satisfied. Heh.

OH! I have geog test on thursday. *sulks* and have i studied for it? Nooooo i haven't. Dammit. Why is it that in secondary school, i love geography soooo much that i studied really hard for it and get As for tests and exams? :( It's sooo different in Alevels. Everything is different. I look at the lecture notes, i feel like throwing it aside. Because there's too many words! Haha. Get used to it, Ada! Sigh. Oh well. I know my blog is boring because i keep talking about school and how much i love/hate my subjects. Hahahahaha. :P At least i've updated, so don't complain!

Right now i'm pondering over this,
If you're missing someone, does that mean you want that person back? Hmmmm. Someone said yes but I don't really agree to a certain extent? (lol.) Maybe i do want him back in my life but not too close as before.
For instance, there was a falling out between you and a person so you guys have not been contacting for a long time. Then one fine day you guys started talking again.
I mean that's a good thing right? It's not like we're going to get back together again. I wouldn't want that. But what's wrong being friends again? Infact i don't like having enemies :( But of course there would be certain barriers.
So, why not? If they're being friendly again, it doesn't mean they want you back. They're just merely want to be friends again. :) That's what i think uh.
Learn to be forgiving and start embracing whatever life has to offer.
That's what i'm aiming for right now.

till then my dear readers.
Toodles.