Out of her head, she sang


everlong

Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side

Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories

songs about you



Wednesday, October 14, 2009
here we go again

Wanted to post about alot of happy stuff(s) but the misery consumes me still. What scares me the most is that, I've lost my ability to cry. Is that even possible?! Sounds stupid, I know. But it frustrates me. I want to let it all out but I just can't anymore. I guess i'm just immune to it all to the extent that crying doesn't give me comfort anymore.

Sometimes i just feel like running away from it all
and just find some place to hide, away from all the pain.
Away from everyone and every single living thing on earth
in the darkness and in silence.
Alone.

As much as i want comfort from them, i know they'd never understand what i'm going through.
Words can bring comfort but it's only short-lived.
The problem stays. The pain would never fade.

I'm not the kind of person who would just take things easily and let it off my shoulders just like that. No I am not. I'm the kind of person who'd sit down, ponder about it for a moment and reflect on it.

Sometimes I wish I'd just disappear into thin air.
like *poof*