Out of her head, she sang


everlong

Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side

Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories

songs about you



Saturday, October 17, 2009
I hate buffering

Sometimes I wonder why people are just plain dumb.
And I think my brain is malfunctioning. Lol. And I no longer have emotions (heh?) *shrugs*
Anyway, since exams are over and I'm seriously bored as hell, I think i'm gonna start reading Taming Of the Shrew and research about the Elizabethan era. Gonna get a head start in things. It's better than wasting my time on stupid guys or losers who have no life at all, right? *nods*
Oh and I have yet to finish reading Tess. Two more phases and i'm done. I must say I've watched the movie versions and they're so much interesting. (duh) But obviously the book is more detailed (eventhough its dry).

So my plan for this week is to start reading my lit texts and study mob. Since my teacher is starting on a new topic next week, might as well start reading the chapter eh. :D
What about geography? Hmmm. Think i'll put that aside for now. LOL. Geez, if any geog teachers were to read this, they'd be sad. I can't help it. It's my least favourtie subject for now :P
Anywho i'm pretty excited for the coming holidays. Hehehe. I like performing. I mean i'm not bragging neither am i saying that I have a nice singing voice but, I just love singing. Yes, since I was a little girl. And no, i don't attend any vocal trainings so quit asking me.
And i want to write songs with yusri. It's like a side project uh. :D And going to cover some songs with some friends. And going to be in a band. I hope these people are pretty serious in forming a band. Because, i don't like people who just form a band cause it's like "teh coolest thing everr". Or just for fun? And then in the end, habuk pun takde. Ala okay la the latter is fine though. Heh. But not the former.

I think flirting is fine. But we should always set limits. I mean lets say if you're already attached and you think it's fun to flirt with other people then at least set a borderline luh.
And I hate it when people lie. I hate it more when people are being unfaithful. Seriously, they should just go and fly kite la k.
Sometimes I think i'm too nice and too naive. And I fall for people easily. But! I also fall out of that "liking" phase easily. Which is a good thing.
However if i fall in love, well that's a total different thing. Infact i've only been in love once in my whole entire life. And when it ended, I fell down hard. Took me awhile to get over him. Infact I'm still unsure whether i've moved on. I think I have but the memories still lingers on.

Oh yes I also think that the phrase "I love you" is meaningless nowadays. It's repetitive and vague. Because by uttering merely those words, it's not enough. Actions speak louder than words. Totally.
And I think marriage is getting more and more meaningless because the main idea of marriage is being diminished by society. It's merely just a status now if you ask me. Human in this era are being more selfish, self centered, materialistic and irresponsible. Why get married then if you know that 5 years down the road, you'll get a divorce? Who will suffer in the end? No, not the parents. But the children. And what if history repeats itself in the next generation? It becomes a vicious cycle. I see that alot nowadays. So in other words, don't get married if you're an irresponsible, materialistic self-centered bitch/fag.



We're living in repetition, content in the same old shtick again.
Now the routine's turning to contention,
like a production line going over and over and over, roller coaster.
-Green Day