Out of her head, she sang


everlong

Let me take this time to
Ask you, inform you
Of all the things you did not know
I'm sorry
I can't be the cure for your life
You were always by my side

Life spent without rain
You will always be the heart in me
You will always be
The past the love the memories

songs about you



Sunday, August 22, 2010
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay

It's going to be close to a year now. My life has changed eversince. You've made a huge impact in my life, no doubt in that. You've raised me up eversince i was a child. I can still remember how i'm always being pampered and sheltered by you. Instead of getting the punishment that I deserved, you were always there to take me in, and protect me. I've always been running away from everything, and you were there. Always there to confide me.

I miss you so much. Why did you have to go?

I guess, everything happens for a reason. You were suffering, I can tell. And I know that you felt like you were a burden to everyone. I love you so much, we all do. And eventhough my actions do not show, you know that I do. I was dependent on you, I needed you. You were always there for me.

I miss those times listening to your ghost stories.
I miss those times where you'd stand at the corridor, seeing me off to school.
I miss your cooking.
I miss your old-fashioned and superstitious theories.
I miss the times where you'd put a blanket over me when I was feeling cold.
I miss the way you smile at me eventhough when things were going bad.



I know you're in a better place now. Your memories will always stay in my heart. Forever and always. And no one can replace you,
no one can ever fill that emptiness in my heart.


Thank you for everything.




If tears could build a stairway,
And memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you home again.